I'm really tired of feeling little to nothing at all

I’ve been thinking a lot, about what it means to be loved

Or how it feels to be touched

To tell you the truth

I can’t remember what it feels like for loving hands to trace my own

For honeydew breath to dissipate on my neck

For legs intertwined

For fingers in my hair tugging on each strand rhythmically

Placing delicate kisses on each others skin

To wake up to messy hair and morning breath

Warm bodies cocooned inside of blankets

Ethereal oceans of tender touches

I know love is drifting aimlessly in the wide open sea

Gentle waves lapping over me as I wait patiently

For a ship to never rescue me, for a lover to never come

But I wait

For when i'm found,

I know i'll never be lost again